I'm scared about labor

I'm scared about this whole labor thing because I hate pain. But I think what will ease my mind is that my baby have to be here safe as possible and I'm ready, but I know my labor is going to be drugs involved because I hate pain, and I hate needles too but when I think about all the pain I rather deal with all the pain right then cause it's like 5 mins of pain is way worth then 10 or 11 hours of pain for real, I'm so ready to become a mommy and just live my life you guys don't know how much this little baby mean to me already I spend some days crying cause I just can't believe that this happen to me, it's millions of people who want a baby and can't have it but here I am didn't even try and I got a little one that I love already. I know if it's a girl I'm going to be so happy and if it's a boy i'm still going to be happy cause both is a blessing but I'm so ready to see my baby boy or girl for real mommy loves you baby and can't wait to see you for the first time....