Trying not

Trying not to think about all the bad things going on in my life, I'm just trying to think about what good things I have going on right now. I'm just happy cause I'm still going to school and I'm trying to do something with myself I have a job and I'm doing what's best for me and my child right now. Mommy just ready to see you right now and I cant wait to hold you in my arms, my little girl or little boy, if it's a boy his name will be Jaylen if it's a girl her name will be Jakayla and yes I fell in love with the j names soon as I found out that I was expecting. I go to the doctor December.1 and I'm hoping they do a ultrasound and a heartbeat check and everything cause I'm like man I'm wondering how my little one is doing and plus that's just to make sure everything is okay and everything adds up alright and by the time I go I will be almost 4 months and I'm ready I can't wait to meet my little one on May.27,2009